Wednesday, February 13, 2013

No memories of pain!



Why do we do sports that cause us so much pain? For the third time this season I find myself miserable and on pain killers hoping to relieve the irritation of another skiing accident. And yet the idea of stopping skiing hasn’t even crossed my mind, well until I started writing this it hadn’t and even so I pondered more why that thought had not yet crossed my mind more then I pondered actually giving up skiing!  I thought that it might be the feeling of fresh powdery snow blasting me in the face as I manoeuvred through a foot of snow, the thrill of jumping off a cliff that would normally break someone’s legs, the camaraderie of chatting with friends about an epic run or perhaps the lifestyle of being a lover of mountains. All of these things make skiing (or snowboarding for that matter) an absolute addiction for those of us dedicated to mountain winters. But why do we endure the pain that so often does come with this great sport? What makes the pain of injury worth that great powder day? This is not something I can fully answer myself. I have my own reasons for going back day after day. Importantly because I feel that each day only gets better than the previous and if I have injured myself, it means next time I venture out onto the slopes I’ll be a better skier and I’ll be able to face that narrow couloir without side-slipping down the steep parts, I’ll be able to dominate the moguls and cruise through the trees without stopping.

Each day on the mountain brings me closer to my goals; closer to knowing the mountains, closer to nature and closer to myself. When faced with a steep tree run, nothing is important but you, the mountain and survival, hopefully with an element of fun. Life is put into perspective. Sure you might end up with a bloody nose, a twisted back, a pole in your shin but it will be worth it when you remember the pillow you bounced through, the face shots from knee deep snow or even just the fun you had helping a friend learn to ski. Pain is temporary, sure it hurts while its healing but once its healed it difficult to remember the level of pain, to bring back those horrible memories of being stuck in bed and barely able to move. However it’s never difficult to bring back the feeling of elation from hitting that jump and landing it, the memory of snow washing over your face as you make those perfect lines down untouched snow. So I guess that’s what makes skiing worth all the pain. Pain is temporary, memories last a lifetime!


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